Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Little Orange Cracker addiction = downward spiral

*Had to lose the *name* of the little cracker I enjoy too much. weird pager were linked to me or something??*

For the love of all things salty. What has happened to me??? I'm late night snacking on little square orange crackers and eating humongous dinners that's what. So I'm in a COMA!  It's bad band news in these parts. Weight has stayed the same -thank God.  But no loss :( How could there be?! 

I was really hoping that last fill would do a little more for me. If I don't chew well enough or I eat too fast I can tell. But volume wise -not so much.   I'm not measuring my food like I was either. Boo Face.  

I am having some insurance issues. All of a sudden I'm getting bills for nutrition appointments. They first few were fine and now they say they aren't covered. Hmmm, well then, shat.  So I'm trying to decide if I pay the $52 to go and get encouragement, and guidance, or do I just go with what I know. Deep down we all know what it is that needs to be done. Sometimes we just need that person with the cattle prod to remind us. Double Shat. 

My baby turned 5 yesterday and we had a little party. I made Rapunzel's Tower for her cake. I had just a mini cupcake and that's it.  What do I get for my good behavior?  Hives and a body covering rash. Something either bit me or didn't agree with me, but holy hell I'm a scratch mess. I went to the Dr. this morning and sure enough the rash is still spreading. So he gave me prednisone for the next 10 days. Oy. Life is always handing over something to deal with huh?